Burnt Out.

I’m so burnt out on everything. I don’t enjoy anything anymore, and honestly being a mom did it. I know I had control over that, but I was blinded by the dick [That’s what happened when I haven’t’ had any for 4 years.]

Anyways, I’m especially getting burnt out from my job, dealing with all the ‘changes’, and all the idiots I have to work with… being a YouTuber is becoming more and more appealing. Being able to be at home all day… “working” whenever I want. I know there’s a ton of work that has to go into it. I have to learn how to edit videos, record… get some goddamn confidence. Being a single mom is gonna make it harder.

Man, I really need to update this site. I don’t even know what to do with it, anymore. Before I had my daughter, I had all the time, energy… I actually don’t know if it’s actually burn out or depression. A vacation from work is what I need to get myself together, but I used all my vacay days at the beginning of the year, due to the fact we had a shit-ton of days off because of lack of work. I could get non-paid days, but I keep getting ‘threatened’. I know they ain’t gonna do anything, because I’m one of the best workers they have. I’m just tired of the threats.

I’m seriously wanting to be a YouTuber, mainly because I wanna actually finish a game, lol, and maybe that’s motivate me to do so.

Anyways that’s all I got.

<3 Phyx

PS. Comments still don’t work…