I fucked up.

I fucked up, pulled him back into my life… Had an intimate moment with him and now I can’t get him off my mind. I should have left him alone… But I’m trying to get him to be in my… Our daughter’s life, but sometimes I wonder if I’m trying for the wrong reasons. Because I miss what we had. It was meant to be nothing but a fling, but nobody else has ever kissed me like he does, we rarely ever fight… Am I in love??? Nah. I can’t be… I miss it…him… It actually hurts NOW after having no contact with him for over 3 years, that we haven’t even texted in a week, but why?